After more than 5 years of sobriety from poem writing during a rainy spring the Overflows where created. As the name of the collection suggests these works overflowed from me, I could not help writing them. There existence is not from sorrow or strife, but rather from a passive yet sure steadfastness as a vessel over flows with each new drop of water. They include 48 poems and are about a person’s place in the mundane 21st century life, on Nature, meditation and tranquility.

 

1.

The flowers on the office window sill;

Ornaments of beauty and objects of care,

Small totems in green with occasional bloom,

Witnesses of the withering of workers

And interchanging of desks.

With their backs turned to all of this

Their flower eyes fixed on the sun.

2.

Observe the tree tops.

Frisky tips that mark

The sky-forest boarder.

First, they confess to the wind,

Bending with its whims.

They hold very few leaves

And are burdened by little weight;

Rarely do birds perch on them

Because of their instability.

 

There is no moral in them.

There they are

Marking forest and sky,

Rarely noticed,

Magnificent.

 

3.

Often, I feel as a petty delinquent

That was left uncaught.

I sit uptight and watchful;

I do not know what will happen

Or from where will it come.

I accuse myself of crimes.

Demand retribution for my insufficiencies,

but at the same time stow myself away;

hiding from myself within myself

a silent crime drama.

 

4.

I daydreamed an aggressive dream.

In flight of fancy my gaze rose

Excluding the world, substituting it for me.

Then I saw the orchids were watching me

And ceased.

 

5.

Two magpies in the garden

Jump amidst the spring grass.

No one did pass

By the empty parking lot

Or on the lonesome street.

The sky gradually darkened

As if tuned down

By someone.

 

6.

Ambitions quiet down when they

Are watched with utmost care.

In noticing their mischief,

Not doing anything

Comes a calming

In one’s breath

and shrinkage

of breadth.

 

7.

Ah, I sing with lonesome words

Of the cruelty of dreams.

Of these day-born visions

In which one is exceptional

They are not what they seem!

These are cruel, barbaric idols

Called “what I ought to be”.

Strange gods with an agenda

To take the unreachable shore,

Cave in and destroy the treasury,

Cut you off from the moment

And do you in…

Much like the cursed red shoes,

Who force upon the wearer

To dance till death.

 

8.

Behind me on the right

the sun is rising through the window

so many night shades have withered

divorced from absence of the light.

I inflate a balloon of hope;

It rises not from off the ground

For I cannot breathe helium.

 

9.

My wife is talking on the phone,

My two-year-old is talking gibberish;

His hands grip the window sill

Between my elbows.

Both of us watching the sky

In expectation of rain

And bad weather promised

By the forecast.

 

10.

Debris on the gazebo’s roof:

Piled up pine needles

Branches, leaves,

A pigeon’s feather.

A tapestry of frail

Unstable stillness

Shielded from the wind.

 

11.

The sun is burring bright, very bright

Behind the thick clouds of May.

I remembered Cain’s question:

Am I my brother’s keeper?

Am I? Do I keep anyone or anything?

 

Thank God for such interruptions.

for they preserve me. A warm wind blew

flower pollen onto the car windows

and there was tell of rain.

But it never came.

 

With no rain it is warm and cloudy,

The windows are dirty in yellow dust,

Which did not reach any flowers.

Interruptions are like the lack of rain

Like the pollen dust that left the garden.

 

The flowers that died without being born.

 

12.

Compulsive daydreaming robs me of my day,

Yet just after noticing it the skies are cleared

And a serenity is revealed.

A child smiled at me

from a passing car

I smiled back.

Writing about it won’t increase

The likelihood of it happening again,

But it won’t impede it either.

 

13.

A stain left on the window,

An oily fingerprint caught

My attention with

Its small silhouette;

Resemblance of a cloud

Suspended between within

And without.

A two-dimensional atmosphere

Caught in glass.

 

14.

I jabbed a poem

Between the spokes of my day!

A sharp crack, a counter force

Then stillness issued by

Some gimmick.

 

When I ask my neighbors

How are they, they replied:

“Same old, same old.”

And I nod in agreement,

But with this I lie.

 

Today and other days as well

A poem jabbed in-between

Moving spokes; it is hard to tell

If this is my same old

Monotonic way.

15.

Driving home I could not get the office out of my car.

As I drove along the boulevard the space was stuffed

With things from before and with anticipations,

With interpretations and exaggerations.

 

So, I put on the radio to free up the space.

 

Now the car was stuffed with the office and the radio’s song.

Nothing slipped away through the opened windows.

Trying to be free of things I sunk ever deeper

And felt cramped, alone in my car

 

So, I tried to focus on the sound of the motor and meditate.

 

Now the car was stuffed with office and song and noise

And also, me the driver,

Going home as so many do

Passing through mild traffic.

 

Then it all ceased.

From turmoil it came

Onto turmoil it went.

Driving home I rejoiced that

The nonexistent was dispelled.

 

16.

Dare I pray to you

For my prayer would be egoistic

Arrogant and egocentric,

But is this not part of your grace?

In a roundabout way

You probably do not mind anyway,

Maybe I should substitute prayer with

Attention and awareness?

There is no relativity there

I may thus speak with you

Still, you do not mind.

You always speak to me

No vail can stop or diffract your light.

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17.

Mundane dreamer,

Driving in the rain,

When the horse chestnuts are in bloom,

Plans of the future are playing

On the radio and are exhibited

On the billboards passed by.

 

That thing left unfinished;

A rearrangement of the hours

So, you may have more time.

Rules made to be broken

Laws of the lawless

Flaws of the flawless.

 

You may never impress the horse chestnuts.

Their flower tips stand erect and proud,

Their bloom breaks off with the rain

Without the slightest complain.

No one is listening to you

Poor, mundane dreamer.

 

You are the voice on the radio,

The one who hanged that billboard,

You are the driver that just cut you off,

The writer of this poem even…

“Where are my royalties?”

You are the siever of rain.

 

Lover of ideas and concepts.

All this you are and I am no different.

I am you and you are me;

Is you is or is you ain’t my lyric character?

Just the horse chestnuts and rain

Remain indifferent and calm.

 

18.

In the deep, deep fog

Of an ordinary day

A transmission came

In the Morse code of remorse.

“We must find the transmitter

And destroy it,” you say or

“We need to answer the call

Go back to fix the roof, retile it.”

 

What scoundrel would remain

Indifferent to remorse?

The child fallen in the well

Of days passed.

Can you hear the transmission?

Hear it completely and not move.

Full attentiveness and no motion

The clearers of fume and fog.

 

19.

On the corner of 3003rd street

And Queen Joana boulevard

There is a small house with a yard.

It is built in a depression

Juts next to a petrol station

in front of an office building

and behind a Mall.

In chilly May its chimneys’ smoke

And it smells of burned wet wood

And rubbish.

Its two owners always look angry

As cars drive by.

Their presence vexes the passersby.

“Why don’t they sell the property?”

Ask the indifferent strangers.

“Is it some sort of protest

Or just poor decision making?”

Is it anything at all?

This small house

Among giants.

Back off, back off!

It is impolite to stare

There is a large walnut tree in the yard,

Perhaps it knows the whole story.

 

20.

Walking in the park I rested,

Leaning on a tree.

I had all I needed then;

The support and sounds of the wood.

I owned nothing, absolutely nothing,

Even the clothes on my back

Seemed to be there by chance.

Then coming back, I saw

The old man I had passed by,

When first entering the park.

He was walking faster than I.

 

21.

Passing by a sleeping dog,

You wonder whether it will make a move.

Shouldn’t you walk on the other side

Of the street? Also consider buying less beer,

When you go grocery shopping

And change your diet.

There is much to do, much to plan

Better subdue your mind with a podcast.

 

If I decide to leave, I shall go deep,

Deep into a the virgin pine wood,

Where there is no ground underfoot,

Just moss, where herbs and shrooms grow.

I shall find the biggest fallen tree

With its roots flipped up towards the sky,

Next to it a deep hole of soft and loose soil

And shell lie in it and sleep but not die.

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22.

I learned Japanese for five odd years

And the one thing I still remember

Is how to fold origami cranes

And I have made many.

In Japan they say

When you fold a thousand cranes

You have a wish come true.

But I do not keep count

Of all the cranes I have folded.

Maybe, I am above a thousand

And a wish I wished was granted

Without me noticing.

 

23.

I dreamt that it was noon,

But awoke early in the morning

Now noon came. Did it?

Did I travel from morning to noon?

Is my motion parallel to the sun and moon,

To the flow of springs and tides of the ocean?

Do such things move at all? Is there motion?

 

I may remember what happened in my dream

During my lunchbreak, but is this the same

As what happened?

All is lost, the dream, the morning,

The cup of tea and lack of breakfast

And the drive to work.

Noon is all I have, for now.

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24.

Municipal workers came and

Chopped down all the Asia knotweed

That grew at the edge of the park

And plowed up the ground,

The space is empty now

All that is left is soft grass

And shoots of knotweed;

Young and eager.

They will surely be left

To grow two meters tall

In a dense maze of stalks.

No one will bother pulling them out

When they are pliable and small.

 

25.

The proper way to act, to write, to prey, to live

Is with ease and joy, not stiff with strive.

Like in the pealing of a boiled egg, the shell

Sometimes comes off very easily.

Like doing something admirable

Without realizing it or considering it.

We should do well to enter the door

Without looking around,

Take advise before it is given.

The patterns in which birds fly

Are especially illustrative of this.

Do you think they plan them out?

Do they try getting them just right?

Their perfection is not pedantic,

Nor an ideology. They do not chase idols

In the sky, just winged insects.

 

26.

Stopping myself just before I speak,

Halting at the doorstep,

Going away and returning again,

Keeping account of the returnings.

These are the royal marks of turmoil,

The scars from imaginary battles,

Tokens of shame and confusion.

They are marvelous as the summer flowers,

Which gardeners perceive as weeds;

It is not their fault that they are seen as these.

 

You should do better, be better

The thieves of virtue.

 

27.

The Sun came out to shine

Around six in the afternoon.

Its rays very considerate and caring,

While I spent my day obsessed

With dreams of future achievements

Which were loud like pop up adds.

If the sun was shining all day,

I would still have not noticed it.

Poor I, poor I…

Yet together with this scrawny shadow of a person

In the temple of the perishable, you also live,

Oh, great unfathomable being of grace.

You both share the halls and chambers

Close and open doors and curtains.

But you, oh grace, are in divine silence,

While the shadow always speaks.

How is it that in your shared residence

The temple is still so illumined?

 

Illuminated with ceaseless light and music.

 

28.

On meditation:

Read these lines carefully.

Then reread them again,

Trying to see them as you did

Before you understood letters…

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29.

It rained all day one May

The water fell vertically

Not too mild, not too heavy,

while the sky seemed bright

in a bronze yellow shade.

 

A drenched jay flew by,

Landed on the power line,

Shook its wet feathers,

Flew further over a roof,

Then was lost from sight.

 

Going to the grocery store

In such a rain, with no umbrella,

Just in my jacket’s wide hood

That impeded my peripheral vision

Till I could not bear it and took it off.

 

It seemed to me so odd that I

Dared to write poetry and short stories

And novels, make reports, do statistics

or bring up my son.

What right had I to all of these?

 

There and then all my credentials

And diplomas were washed away

With the rain, spread horizontally

Like slush in the grey puddles,

Under the vertical drop fall.

 

Rain on oh sky, rain on

In your absolute presence

The drenched jay, the cars washed

By chance, the abandoned streets

And the freshly cut grass.

 

You invite me with such a silent vigor,

To be empty and still,

While walking on the wet street

Were each cavity and crack is so

Plainly visible by the rain torrents.

 

Empty and free, but that was then

And this is now. Still this festival

Goes on outside with its

drop fall, bronze yellow sky

and flight of wet birds.

 

By a great fortune I was a part of it

Then I ceased, while it persists.

My only consolation is the pulse

Of awakenings and sleep

Between which I see you.

 

Glorious rain, I would never trade you

Or this place or this moment for anything!

I won’t because I do not want to

And because I can’t anyway!

Who can say which comes first?

 

Some people think that the rain will stop

And then the sun will shine once more

The children will go out and play

In the leftover puddles

In the warm, damp spring air.

 

I do not think so. Now it is raining

And this will always be the case.

Then is another world in a faraway universe.

Now the rain falls vertically

And my son fell asleep beside me.

 

30.

The sleepy mind that reads,

Early in the evening,

Loses many words.

They fall from off the page and

Roll away, who knows where.

It reaches the end of a paragraph,

Not knowing how it got there,

Not retaining the plot or spirit

Of the text.

 

So go reread your page

Again, and again.

Lash out at the stilled motion

Of your own mind

That does not want to go along

And follow the lines of text.

It will not leave its Garden

To see what the fruit vendors

Are offering outside.

 

Come back when you are calm

Bringing one of the two offerings,

Of breath or of speech

and present it to your mind.

Be admitted in its Garden.

Do not run or look around

to find its entrance.

The door is flung open

And you may enter freely.

 

31.

I went to see the sunset

From the balcony,

But came too early and

The red sun of the evening

Burned my eyes.

Its light obscured the clouds;

The sunset had not come.

The sky and sun were only there.

 

32.

I have no say in this

I have no say in most of things.

This does not make me a push over,

For there is nothing to pull or push.

The man who was not there;

The ripple in the lake,

Go and try catching it

Or bring it back to center.

 

I sing this song of abstinence

More accurately of absence.

Is Dimitriy here? No, he is absent.

He has resigned from this position,

His documents lie scattered all around,

His car and house are left unlocked,

With a note for someone to read:

“Follow me then do not follow”.

 

There is a park behind an office building

In the controversial quarter of Lulin,

Which is spacious and wild

With tall trees and secret paths.

Maybe someone resides there

Or anywhere else, no matter, go:

Walk and meditate as you are able.

Go out there looking for conclusions.

 

33.

Walking on a park lane,

Hearing the crumble of the gravel

Underfoot.

Feeling the flight of the wind,

Overhead.

Turning with turmoil and misfortune,

Within.

I walk further down the lane,

Alone.

 

This was the phenomenon,

Happening somewhere,

Then the wind pushed it aside

Far, far away

And there was just the space

Between the tall lush trees,

The sound of the wood

And the cool warmth of the air.

 

Who was this entity?

Observing the trees

And the small caterpillars

That hung suspended by invisible thread?

Who was this entity,

That heard the gravel and the leaves

Or felt wind, turmoil or joy

Happiness or grief?

 

I am not these steps I take,

Nor these visions,

Nor the blood flowing in me,

Nor the worrier, nor creator

Nor writer,

Nor this poem,

Nor this thought.

Who the am I?

 

34.

Once hiking Rila Mountain

I said to my friends “Quickly let us hurry

Now so we do not have to hurry later!”

This was of course because of worry;

I was trading haste for later comfort.

 

Thus, we also work hard now

So, we may not work hard later.

Have long vacations in pension

We trade abstinence now

For abundance later.

 

This later is a glutenous beast,

Which has swallowed

most of people’s lives.

It resides in a misty glen.

No one has really seen it.

 

All our dreams are straw dogs

And Christmas trees.

Decorated and praised now,

But once the holiday has passed,

They are discarded and forgotten.

 

May I pay with my attention now

As if it were currency,

In order not to look for my life

Later, only to find out it has left town

Like a traveling carnival.

 

35.

I will go home in the rain, oh Lord.

In the calm rain that perfectly shows your grace.

Its drops invisible when looked from behind a window

As I am looking at them now and dream of their gentle taps.

I will embrace them and the wonder of your rain as I go home.

 

My shoes and feet will surely get wet, oh Lord.

Even though they are sturdy and I have my umbrella.

If I walk long enough the rain water will find a way in,

I might step in a puddle or on a loose street tile.

The rain will embrace my shoes and feet.

 

And my trip home will be a long one, oh Lord.

Yet I do not mind, quite the opposite, I rejoice

Of the time spent in going home in the rain.

Time is but a toy I have gotten used to.

I play and measure with it on my trip home.

 

Ah, the rain has stopped. It stopped as I was writing, oh Lord.

My umbrella closed, my jacket still off my shoulders,

My shoes dry, I have not started on the trip home yet.

You wait outside for me with your rain and companionship.

You wait for me to come after the writing has stopped.

36.

The country is flooded now.

As the sky expresses things different

From our common wishes. Things are

And always will be not as they should be.

 

So, there are shades on the faces of people.

Discontent, sorrow, many moods

Which dance upon a field of pure peace,

Where poppies and bachelor’s buttons bloom.

 

Gathered together by the fire at night

They send their sparks and smoke

As ambassadors to Heaven,

Singing only the songs they know.

 

I sit beside these ones, with feet

Firmly planted in the ground

And take part in their rituals and play,

But still remain the guest.

 

37.

The green tram entered in an

Even greener tunnel of grass,

High shrubs and short trees

That grow eagerly with the rain

And the warm damp spring air.

 

These wild patches are many,

Many in the body of Sofia,

Left to knit their complex

And interconnected ecosystems

And produce more of their kind.

 

They are left to do so, because of

A fortunate lack of maintenance.

No one cuts them down so, they

Now thrash with their branches

The windows of passing trams.

 

When off the tram I went to West Park

With its unusually tall trees,

Ashes, beeches and horse chestnuts,

With narrow crowns, huddled together

Their trunks are like the pillars of a cathedral.

 

In this place I come to worship

Bring offerings, do rituals,

With the intention to forget

What it is that I am doing there,

And pray without knowing it.

 

38.

Between a rundown street

And the main boulevard

There is a small path

That passes between shrubs

And high grass, thorns and weeds.

A small wild land left in its wildness,

Among massive blocks and warehouses.

 

It is probably used by people in a hurry

To get from home to the bus station,

But when passing by I stopped for a while

To examine the dog rose and its fruit:

Black and dried, not picked by anyone

For tea or jam. They were probably

Red and shiny before in winter.

 

Make way, make way black dried fruit

Now come the spring buds,

Already one flower has emerged,

Inpatient to be pollenated.

 

Dazed with the singing of the birds hidden in the green,

With the roar of the cars and trucks behind the shrubs,

I stay there and do not want to continue, since

No one is rushing to catch a bus right now.

39.

The coming of the seasons has nothing

To do with our anticipations.

We are and always will be a season ahead,

Thinking of sun or rain only when

Their opposites reside in the skies.

 

When it rained and then the sun shined

I used to go with my father in a nearby wood

to collect mushrooms, which we dried or

Roasted. I remember it now.

It has been long since last we went.

 

Other men by mistake I have called “my father”.

Other women by mistake I have called “my mother”.

Was it a mistake though?

I could have shared an enterprise with them;

Go collecting herbs, mushrooms or something else.

 

I would walk with you or anyone

In a wood or across a glen,

Down the hill and by a river.

Watch how this day sky fades

Into a glowing night of wonder.

 

We may go home and light the way

With our headlamps, come in late

Only to go out again tomorrow.

Doing so forever and be content

With you or with anyone.

 

Our bounty is in the changing of the seasons,

Which are all sides in an indivisible wheel.

I have met my mother and father many times.

Walking quietly together we are never ahead

of the path, that meanders in the wood.

 

40.

I may not sleep.

Stay and feel the coolness

of the late night

and bathe in its loneliness.

 

I may not sleep.

For a thousand years, just watch

The turning of stones,

The rise and fall of water.

 

But if I dreamt a dream

Where I was writing poetry

For you to read and ponder,

It would take me a lifetime to do so.

 

To talk with you

In my dream I am safe.

Brushing my teeth, I think

Of how I shall speak to you.

 

You hear me now, but you see

This is far beyond the anticipation

I once had of our meeting.

I had quite a different assumption.

 

The glory is that you are here

And I am somewhere else

Only this page confesses

Of our short-lived connection.

41.

Gluttony comes from lack of attention.

Just now I drank a cup of black tea with milk,

But barely felt it, hardly noticed it then asked:

 Where did my cup of tea go?

I drank it like a machine and retained

no taste or satisfaction from it.

 

As if I had never drunk anything at all

And feel only lack and discontent.

 

So now I am making another cup as we speak.

Ah, already I morn it. Surely its taste, its sensation,

Its aroma, its warmth will be lost somewhere

As I drink in without any ritual or awareness.

Thus, it is with cigarettes, and beer, and wealth, and sex,

And toys, and power, and pleasure, and admirations.

 

At the doorway of our life’s end, we’ll raise an appeal.

“Where did it all go?” The answer will be: “You had plenty!”

 

Now I bowed to the empty cup. Put in a tea bag, turn on

The electric kettle and listen to the roar of the boiling water.

Bow down to the hot water, then make the tea, then bow again,

add milk, no sugar. Take the cup in hand, notice its hot walls

and smell the aroma vapors, which flow above the still surface.

Then take it and go drink it somewhere in contemplation.

 

This amateur tea ceremony could not have been held

Had it not been for that first cup, which was forgotten.

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42.

I sing of the butterfly collector,

That runs in the fields, chasing

Winged insects with a small net,

Only to put them to death, pin down,

Identify, tag and display in a case.

 

Do they consider the revisor of

The genus, who at that very moment

Has already changed the name

Of the butterfly that was just caught?

Making the collector’s tag outdated.

 

But does that revisor consider

Further the revisor of the family?

What of the revisor of taxonomy,

Of biology, of science and of thought?

Yes, thought too is under revision.

 

So, most of these collectors,

These explainers and archivists

Are already behind the curve.

Many butterflies, many insects

And plants died in vain for this.

 

Thus, the explainers chase life

With their small nets in hand.

Pin down each happening,

each tremor of pleasure or pain

and mark each piece with a tag.

 

Then display it for the neighbors

Who do not care that much anyway,

For such a stilled collection.

In pinning down life, the collectors

pin themselves instead.

 

Explaining away, they willfully step

into a case of varnished wood

With a glass cover, spread their

Flyless wings and stay there for display.

Outside of a world much too big for any net.

Sparrow cleaned in the sand

43.

The sparrow cleans its small wings

By beating them in dust and dirt.

All the taint on its feathers is swept away

By the abrasive touch of the dust grains.

The dust does not cling to the little wing.

It never clings.

 

Taint and dust and dirt are scattered

By the wind along with cremated ashes,

Prayers and rumors. These are all lost

In the vast air and when it rains, they

Further settle in their resting place

To sleep.

 

The taint lies there in rest in the dust

And dirt and ash; resting besides all things,

Whereby it becomes dust itself. The sparrow

May come back to beat and clean its wings.

The dust does not cling to the little wing.

It never clings.

 

44.

The song of the birds took my attention away.

It was just for a few notes, an instant, yet

At that time, I ceased. Then I continued

And my heart was shocked with joy and peace.

 

Where did you take me, oh little ones?

Are there discreet vibrations in your song,

Which plays tricks on my poor conscious being?

Can I go back to where you took me by request?

 

“Nay, nay, you may never go again,” sang

The birds and flew gracefully away in the depth

Of the nearby wood. “Stay, stay here, we go;

If we take you again it will be elsewhere.”

 

A pilgrim without a pilgrimage I stood there,

At the wood’s doorstep, but dare not chase

The little birds to covet their song. Dare not

Wait for them to come back, either. So, I go.

 

I go back home to eat, then sleep and dream

Dreams of unfathomable beauty and significance.

Come morning I rise and go about my usual business,

Carrying with me an offering of awareness.

 

My arm extended with open palm, on it there is

My mind spread like a dune of bread crumbs.

With this I wait in silence, for the birds to come

And take my offering and me away with their song.

 

45.

I will come in a clear day

With drifting clouds and

A playful sun. With a chill

In the wind that carries

Evidence of past rain.

 

I will come to a place of

Resting, to stand stilled

In a short-lived contemplation,

Which is pure, but may be

Tainted later with expectations.

 

I will come here and sit with you

Discuss on topics, which we both

Do not understand, only glimpse

In a flash of our awareness.

We may share a beverage together.

 

I will come, feeling, knowing even

That I know you, that we have met.

No, not met, we have stemmed

Together our divergence and

Convergence is merely a play of light.

 

46.

The cracking of old walnut

Shells in the underfoot,

Amidst the large fallen

Walnut leaves. The air

Is rich with iodine and

The shade is the coolest

Any tree can ever cast.

All from a small sapling

That me and my grandfather

Found accidentally among

The high grass and weeds

So many years ago.

 

47.

I noticed its beginning.

The poplar’s seeds

Are on the flight by wind,

Bouncing from the sunlight,

Drifting, rising, spinning, falling

And settling down somewhere.

 

Only a few seeds fly now,

But more will come in due time.

 

48.

“You come with arms open

At my rain, my green growth,

My trees of many years and

All the secrets I cultivate in you.

You accept all of these with rapture.”

 

“Now I show you the turmoil in

Yourself and in others. You remain

Silent, ah you poor half-faced poet!

You turn away from humanity,

Just to observe Nature.”

 

“Am I the one that must tell you this?

Humanity is also Nature. All things are,

And Nature does not let a single thing,

Slip away from its net. Nature accepts

And encompasses all things.”

 

“Remember this next time when

You walk in meditation in the forest

Or watch the waterflow of a river.

Remember of the bulk of humanity and

How you refused to bring them with you.”

 

A tear trembled in my eye

As you related this onto me.

Oh, shame and helplessness dear God!

Do I have the audacity to tell you:

“I did not know how to bring them,” for I knew

Or to tell you “I did not want to,” for I wanted,

Or to tell you “I had forgotten,” for I had not.

 

“Then why did you do it? Why leave them behind?”

I answered: “So I might recognize their absence.”

 

Then a silence. Still the birds sing and the seeds

Of the poplars fly in the late spring sky. All things

Shall bring us to the place of terral nullius. All shall

And do reside therein. A place where no one, no thing

may be excluded, because it is neither one nor many.

The day slips away now with evidence of a night nearby.

I check around to see if we are all here… Good,

Then on we go in our mutual integrity to collect

The last sunrays from the sky and arrange the stars.

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